I used to have words. I used to know them and how to use them. You know that saying you always hear, that your IQ drops 10 points each time you have a child? It must be true. It feels true anyway. I surely don't feel very bright and I think I'd completely believe it if I were told my IQ were 40 points lower. :cX I just know that I used to be able to express myself. I had thoughts and feelings I could define and explore. Now it just seems like I am either too tired, too frazzled or just too brain dead to put anything into words at all.
Where did all the words go? They have to be in there somewhere, hiding in some dark, dusty corner, feeling ignored and thinking, "She never plays with us anymore." I guess I've just forgotten where I put them.
Another thing you often hear is that the state of your home reflects the state of your ... uh, head? mind? Something. Or maybe that's supposed to be if your home is chaos, your head is, too? Hahaha! At any rate, things are a jumble around here, both inside and out.
Maybe it's time for a little cleaning - literally and figuratively.
(to steal a sentiment...)
vox users are cool. therefore i am cool.
hopefully this place doesn't suck like livejournal. :)
